1. |
Perhaps?Maybe!
04:19
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2. |
So Much For Misery
06:43
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski
Inside of the moment, where time and space don’t exist
I’ll follow through; disassociate what words can do
As pain slips away from these open wounds
It’s all in your head now
For G-d, has a stupid little way with you
So step outside and look up high towards gratitude, re-align; change our minds so that nothing will do
Inside of the moment when I trusted you
It’s all in your head
It’s always in your head
Sometimes when all we feel is pain
Our eyes are blurred by falling rain
The shape of everything can change
But time will keep your faith the same
Inside of your head now
Where truth and lies both exist
With head held high you tell your lies
To any open ear
And with time it’s fucking unbelievable
It’s all in your head now
For G-d, has a stupid little way with you
So step outside and look up high
Find latitude
Realize
You speak so kind
About nothing new
And somehow, it’s all so very new to you
It’s all in your head
It’s always in your head
Sometimes when all we feel is pain
Our eyes are blurred by falling rain
The shape of everything can change
But time will keep your faith the same
You’ll see where all these clouds begin
And find a way to live again
Outside our thoughts can mend the pain
Of you, of you
(2nd VOX)
As the leaves fall down, I will hide your pain, and the trees grow tall while I find your name
As the roots run deep I will curse my veins, and the noose grows tight while we play this game
(and all the pain begins once more and again)
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3. |
Testing Lab
01:32
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4. |
Ragnarok
04:52
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski
IF G-D COULD KILL THE FASTEST AND THE STRONGEST AMONGST US
AFTER ALL THEY’VE DONE NOW
THIS PAST BRINGS NEW
THE FINEST THAT WE HAVE TO STRIKE THIS
GONNA FIGHT BLISS ON IT’S OWN
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR YOUR DESTINY
GONNA FIND A NEW WAY HOME
ALONE AND COLD
AND FIGHTING FOR WHAT’S NOTHING WITHOUT US
WITHOUT OUR OWN VERY KIND
IT’S ALL WE HAVE
AND SO WE LET IT GO
IT’S ALWAYS BAD
AND SO WE NEVER KNOW
IT’S ALL WE HAVE
AND SO WE LET IT GO
IT'S ALL BEEN DONE BY YOU
(PRE CHORUS)
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE
YOU ARE NEVER SATISFIED
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE
NO YOU ARE NEVER SATISFIED
(CHORUS)
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE (I SAID I’M SORRY)
YOU ARE NEVER SATISFIED
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE (I SAID I’M SORRY)
NO YOU ARE NEVER SATISFIED
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE
NO YOU ARE NEVER SATISFIED
THE LIGHT WITHIN, OUR NOTHING CAN FIND SOMETHING WITHOUT US
AFTER ALL THAT’S COME TRUE
WHEN TIME IS SHORT
THEY FOLLOW WHAT WAS NOTHING BUT RIGHTEOUS
AND WE HIDE WHAT WE BELIEVE
DISMAY AT THE NEWFOUND REASON TO BE LIKE THIS
GONNA FIND OURSELVES ALONE
ALONE AND COLD
AND FIGHTING FOR WHAT’S NOTHING WITHOUT US
WITHOUT OUR OWN VERY KIND
IT’S ALL WE HAVE
AND SO WE LET IT GO
IT’S ALWAYS BAD
AND SO WE NEVER KNOW
IT’S ALL WE HAVE
AND SO WE LET IT GO
It’s all been done by you.
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE (I SAID I’M SORRY)
YOU ARE NEVER SATISFIED
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE (I SAID I’M SORRY)
NO YOU ARE NEVER SATISFIED
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE
GET UP GET OUT GOODBYE
NO YOU ARE NEVER SATISFIED
(3rd vocals)
Inside of you
This situation
Desease your needs
With hesitation
Inside of you
This situation
Disease your needs
With hesitation
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5. |
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski
Insincerities
We’ve got our own fair share of these
Yea, you provide the medicine
And I’ll provide the clarity
Oh, all these open doors
The footsteps begin
And the faces just disappear
(Back Vox)
Information automation
In this world there’s nothing we should take for granted
All this time with
Hesitation, reservations while the sands of time are
Making pleasant imitations of your life
Isn’t this how you thought the winds would change
Is this how love ends for you in June?
All alone but no regrets
Not a thing, unless maybe
I sit and watch fall trees
Commiserating, fall leaves painting
Pictures of all those days long gone; away
long gone away for good
Anticipation of the dirty things we’ll do
Our situation has gotten way out of control
Francis won’t you walk a line with me
Falling down from the finer side of life
Falling far from grace
Feeling removed from G-d
Why try when we fall down every time that we try and leave this place
(Don’t make me hide from you, everything you say, everything you do. Don’t make me want for you to go away. Don’t make me hide….)
Information automation
In this world there’s nothing we should take for granted
All this time with
Hesitation, reservations while the sands of time are
Making pleasant imitations of your life
And I find new pictures of your saddest face
Whenever I still hold on to the moon
Sunrise, Sunset needs unmet
Your star still shines without the slightest bit of rest
All this hating, fall leaves painting new pictures
Of fall days long gone away, yea still gone away for good
Walk away; just walk away (I hate you)
Walk away; don’t walk away (I miss you)
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6. |
Elegy
01:32
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski
Just close your eyes
It's ok to walk away
It's ok to die today
Just close your eyes
And imagine what you'll do
When this pain slips from you
And there's nothing left to say
As the shadows steal our dreams...tonight
Cry, for an eternity it seems
And there's nothing left to do
As there's nothing left to say
So, put your head up on to mine
Close your eyes
Just close your eyes....
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7. |
Lovesong
05:09
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Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am free again.
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am clean again.
However far away,
I will always love you.
However long I stay,
I will always love you.
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you;
I will always love you.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again.
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am whole again.
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am young again.
Whenever I'm alone with you,
You make me feel like I am fun again.
However far away,
I will always love you.
However long I stay,
I will always love you.
Whatever games I play,
I will always love you;
I will always …...
FLY ME TO THE MOON
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8. |
My Mourning Coffee
05:21
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski
Dance this graceful body
Feet far from the floor
He will find you – now
A Prince hangs in her closet
Somewhere close to G-d
We will find you – now
This was yesterday
It’s now Tuesday
And our sun sets forevermore
When we’re old enough
We can reason
So our sunshines forevermore
Answers, answers, everyone’s answered
Truth for demand
Why don’t you see how I feel when you shout at me?
My only friends
I’m holding out, I’m still having death fantasies
Please let me in
Answers, answers, everyone’s answered
So it’s time for my end
Dance with me this sorrow
Feel free from the inside
He will find you – now
Taste this fruitful moment
Stop what you can’t swallow
We will love you – now
This was yesterday
It’s now Tuesday
And our sun sets forevermore
When we’re old enough
We can reason
And our sunshines forevermore
This was long ago
It’s now Tuesday
And our sun sets forevermore
It was any day
When she told me
That our sunshines forevermore
This was yesterday
It’s now Tuesday
And our sunshines forevermore
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9. |
All Ways2
00:58
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10. |
Look Up and Finder
04:01
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Lyrics: Onutase Dehenre/Ted Powenski
From dawn to dusk I wait for the reason I live. To find the stars, I attest I’d relive each moment that I breathe away. And at the end I sit a-lone at spiral’s edge. No time to wait for me, not-hing to hedge. Each moment left my thoughts betray.
At the star’s end, you’ll find your way. Through the moment, then you’ll find your ok. And then, you’ll say….
VERSE 2:
Through broken lungs I breathe waiting for midnight’s bell. It’s time for sleep. No more stories to tell. In darkest night, I wish we were again.
The distance grows between all things, and all points known. Infinity has no bounds. We’re alone. Apologies too late to saaaay...but
CHORUS:
At the stars’ end, you’ll find your way. Through the moment. Then you’ll find you’re ok.
BRIDGE 1:
(So answer your own questions please. Find the strength that you need. I need the strength that you’ll find. So don’t go so high and away).
BRIDGE 2: (robo voice):
And when it all falls apart, remember back to the start. Remember playing a part to wish yourself aware
Remember lying awake, knowing the paths we would take: the ending we wouldn’t make, because of what we feared
And as the atoms go far, their distance further apart, regret looms large in the heart…desire to be near
You’ll know the cycle is true, when all existence anew, returns a future to you, through untold countless years
CHORUS 2
At the stars’ end, you’ll find your way. Through the moment. Then you’ll find you’re ok.
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11. |
U Evol Eye
05:40
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski
I get by with my New York attitude
No smile and not much latitude
Aggravation is a way of life for you
Apprehension and a cup of Joe
True love for the city streets
All the people for you to meet
But I still can’t find what it is I was looking for
(Chorus)
Slow Down- Take a minute to breathe
Hold On- To the essence of life
I’ll Wait- for this city to sleep
All alone- Just a few million people and me
Disease, Anti-Freeze, Smoke, Smog, a lack of trees
Hold your breath and close your eyes, it won’t be long before you kiss the sky
True love for the city streets
All the people for you to meet
But I still can’t find what it is I was looking for
Slow Down- Take a minute to breathe
Hold On- To the essence of life
I’ll Wait- for this city to sleep
All alone- Just a few million people and me
OUTTRO:
A lonely heart spread across a hundred million empty souls. Under the same sky that betrayed me long ago I walk a fine line between depravity and wretched over-indulgence. Watching as humanity continues to simultaneously devolve and revolve, I can’t bare to exhale my thoughts into such madness. Like many others, I’ve recoiled. Is there any sense in standing up for oneself? Is respect nothing but a sign of weakness? Is self-aggrandizement now considered our societal norm? When is enough, enough? When will we hurt just enough to consider an about face? When is it time to stand up for ourselves?
(Outtro):
Fall down at the knees for me.
Watch as time moves on, cause we are afraid to fear.
Hold on to this imagery. Waste away with time, cause we all follow fear.
Fall down at the knees for me. Watch as time moves on, cause we are afraid to fear.
Hold on to this imagery. Waste away with time, cause we all follow fear.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs, plead with others but I know that no one will hear me. So, I keep my gaze forward while my mind continues to wander. Am I the only one? Or maybe I’m the one who is losing his mind. Maybe I am the one who is trespassing in your abyss of self-love and ostentatious behavior. Maybe love really is just not enough to heal all wounds. Or, maybe our wounds just run too deep. Lest we forget how it feels to be lapped by the ocean water, or to feel a cool breeze run across our skin. How it feels to love or be loved. What it means to feel or how it feels to be alive....
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12. |
Interlude 1.2.1b
02:10
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13. |
A Perfect Hell/pervert
02:48
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski/Serge Aviles
Lasting impressions of what we thought that youth should be
Our answers lie inside and fester with such fantasy
You work for me now (Don’t go)
Inside a filthy shell (My Prize)
An inspiration (Please stay)
To dance alone in hell (This time)
Asking answers on this wall won’t give us answers after all
Dissension in the ranks will just FOLLOW US- to the end
Half a million years and all we’ve done is fight these wars
When it’s right between our ears- the mess that we’ve become now
So we wait for you- and we’ve waited too long
When it’s right between our ears- the answers to our own- indiscretions
Don’t go
My prize
Please stay
This time
Taken away
Toss it away
Throw it away
Take it away
Fighting fishes in the sea won’t help us fish for what we need
Our answers cry inside and fester with humanity
You work for me now (Don’t go)
Inside a filthy shell (My Prize)
An inspiration (Please stay)
To dance alone with you (This time)
Taken away
Toss it away
Throw it away
Take it away
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14. |
Reaction Formation
01:31
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And in those days men shall seek death
And shall not find it
And they shall desire to die and death shall fly from them
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski
Verse:
Lost a way
Lost a way through the fog
Starts today
Bright new day through that door
Lost a way
Parts to play
Parts to weigh in the bog
Starts today
Bright new day through that door
Chorus:
This pen to paper
As we write our last goodbye
And fly away from the pain that haunts disguised
One last statement
As this ink begins to dry
And try to believe
That this life had passed you by
2nd Verse:
Passed away
Passed a way to be gone
Starts today
Bright new day through the door
Parts to play
Parts to weigh in the bog
Starts today
Bright new day through that door
Outtro:
I fantasize about you now
Sit outside your door and cry
Hold my wrist up to your mouth
But you won’t try for me
You don’t want what I do
Yea, but I do
I fantasize about you now and want what’s inside of your head
When you believe…that we can’t cry
You’re already dead
You’re already gone
When you believe….that we can’t cry
You’re already dead
You’re already gone
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16. |
Burn
06:02
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Lyrics: Ted Powenski
Intro (Voice1):
Die young for me now
You were such the help
Hide your pain, know your pain
On an unworn crown
Die young for me now
It’s a toast to hell
Rain gasoline, all gasoline
On an unworn crown, so full of thorns……
Burn so you can’t run, so far away
Burn so fools can come and stay today
Burn so I’ll never get to hurt myself - again
Intro (Voice 2:)
Run away, run away
Run away, just run away
Run away, run away, run away
Run away, run away, run away
(Voice 3)
I'll watch you as you burn
It's too late for me to learn
Verse:
And it’s time to remember
Just how we came to this-
Please sit and stay, it will be ok-
These things that I will say
How I wonder why, why I feel compelled
To try and explain, explain why I burn, burn inside for you, burn inside for you...
Chorus:
Burn so you can’t run, so far away
Burn so fools can come and stay today
Burn so I’ll never get to hurt myself - again
Bridge:
How do we cope when hope is so far away?
How can we stop this train? How can we stop this train?
And all the way down, my burn will be here to stay
And my mind won’t let me run away
And every time I try I find....
I’ll burn away (whispered)
Chorus 2:
Burn so you can’t run, so far away
Burn so fools can come and stay today
Burn with me. Burn with me.
Burn so I’ll never get to hurt myself - again (whispered)
(Voice 2:)
Run away, run away
Run away, just run away
Run away, run away, run away
Run away, run away, run away
(Voice 3)
I'll watch you as you burn
It's too late for me to learn
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17. |
Nerva65
01:50
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18. |
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Eminence Grey Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Mixing elements of Tool, The Cure, Muse, Thrice, and Rush, along with a heavy dose of samples & electronic effects, Eminence Grey creates songs that combine odd vocals to an even odder mixture of layered ambience and in your face nasty rock to create a journey unique to each listener. EG promises, if nothing else, to give you a musical journey like none other. ... more
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